unsent message....

I wish 

I want to be lost forever in your arms

Everytime I wrote always and forever your girl I meant it

But I know we will never be

I have to face up to the reality 

It hurts so much

I really thought I had found my person

Everything is lost

Wasted

All the times I told you I loved you I spoke my truth 

Since I was never your everything 

I was and always will be your nothing 

Now I'm left here with all this

Feelings and memories 

I'm not alone I have good family and friends

But that feeling of wanting to reach out to you is still here with me

Haunting me

I wish you would knock on my door ask if you can come in so we could just talk about everything 

I don't know how that would end but I would hope it would be better than this