how....

How did I find myself out here

Alone

Without you

I'm not completely alone but there is no more connection to you

Some days I think I'm ok with it

But it feels like I'm really not Ok with it

When I remember some of the awful things you would say left this awkward feeling hanging around 

Sometimes I question do you know what you are doing to others

But I think you do

You have been this way for so long it's the only way you know how to be

It is truly a shame 

I know you have good in your heart

I am an optimistic person through and through nothing will break it so I believe there is a chance you could turn things around 

I pray for you everyday 

🙏🫂🕊✝️