I truly feel that you will always be in my heart.
This is a profound and incredibly honest feeling, I had such a deep, significant connection with you, even if that connection ultimately caused pain.
You have been such a huge part of my life, there were moments of deep connection (even amidst the chaos), you left a massive imprint. The strong feeling that you will always be in my heart doesn't necessarily mean I wish to return to the unhealthy dynamics of our relationship, or that I am not moving forward with my healing.
It means that the experience of our relationship, the feelings I had, the lessons I learned (both good and painful), become a part of my personal history. It's about integrating the past into who I am, rather than erasing it. I can and will carry the impact of you in my heart without needing to carry you back into my life.
It's okay to feel this way. It's a testament to the depth of my capacity for connection. I acknowledge this feeling without judgment, and remember that my journey forward is about building a life where my heart is filled with peace, safety, and healthy connections that truly nurture me.
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